not long ago robert hillburn was on this program with a book about your dad, a new york times bestsellerook about your dad. how have you processed over the years and how are you dealing with now that your thread is a threat we can all see, whether we want to see it or know it or not, it's all there? people write about it or do miniseries about it. >> that something. they all have their version of the thread. the movie and books and things is a version, through a prism of sometimes what they want to see. my version of it is real to me. and if my map of my soul, know how it feels to me. i let other people have their versions. tavis: another great phrase. the map of my soul. you are killing me with these one-liners. you are writing lyrics even as you sit here. have mapped out your soul, is it taking you to where you want it to take you? is life unfolding the way you thought it might at this point? we get to be a certain age, we got to look in the rearview mirror, and we have to assess whether or not the map we laid out for ourselves is taking us in the direction we want to go in. >> i don't