there's saint george's chapel on the grounds of windsor carsa and robin jack just mentioned it that she was so important for such a long stretch of time sort of and looking at generations, 2 or 3 generations. and you said to me earlier that you are truly the be them explain to me, i will. i'm giving away my. i was born in 1953 when she was crowned. and that is, you know, 69 years ago i am a true elizabeth and i've known no one else other than the queen and it was an extraordinary, i was actually in britain when she died. and after the initial shock that everybody had, we all, no one has an elderly relative who, who, who passes away and it's expected. she was 96. but when it happened, it's always a shock. and it was a shock. and i found the next day watching the media. i was getting incredibly emotional. i thought why his, this, but this is been the constant in my life. the one constant that's always been there is the queen and it was kind of a bit you didn't think she would die in a strange kind of way. and i mean, charles has a very difficult act of father talk about it. charles, king