the object of his affection is rocky brett, who is currently serving a year sentence for drug possession and dealing. he goes by the nickname casper. >> the name is casper. i'm going to get a tattoo casper the ghost that goes right here. i'm going to get a tattoo. it is going to be really cute. >> this right here amounts to about two weeks of correspondence, even though she lives two cells down from me, these are about two weeks worth of accumulated material here. >> i love him. >> it is always -- they're always nice to get mail in here, even though we don't all get mail from the outside. sometimes some of the best mail you get comes from somebody you care about. >> exactly. >> you know. >> i really love him. i know, it is horrible. but it is going to be -- i don't know because i'm scared of love, you know. and jail love. jail love. this is, you know what i'm saying? you don't want to meet somebody, you know what i'm saying? you want to meet somebody on good terms you know. we're here in jail, we're criminals, you know? i love you, baby. >> do you get to touch at all? >> yeah, sometimes