, then for 3 years i lived in an orphanage in rubtsovsk.tly sent to psychiatric hospitals, other children behave inappropriately, swear , hurt themselves, take off their clothes, and you live in a ward of 10 people, they constantly punished us there, constantly gave us some special calming pills violent children, then literally you lie there for a month and they return you back. in the orphanage, when i lived for 3 years, my mother came to me twice with some other woman, once they were not allowed in at all, because my mother was drunk, and the second time she came more or less sober and she was allowed to come to me, she gave me a soft toy, i think it was a white lamb, then in 2009, one family arrived and they decided to take me from the orphanage, then i realized that take me away... forever, and i began to show my character a little, and not everyone likes my character, my mother and i fought for a very long time so that i could at least learn to read, she hits her fist on the wall, says teach, and i hit my fist on the stov, i say that i