look at rap as an escape until, like, the mid 1990's when people started really making money, russell simmons master peas, then it was something serious around that time. >> charlie: but you understood, also, that crack cocaine was doing terrible thingso the neighborhood. >> later on. at the time, when you're doing it, you don't even think of the repercussions. it's almost a survival thing. you know, and after a while, after the survival thing it becomes an adrenalin thing. you start being addicted to the rush and the feel and the excitement of pulling up and nice cars, et cetera, you don't think about the damage that's being done -- you're immature, you're young, you don't think about nauntil later on when you become aware of who you are and the effects of what you are doing is having on the community. we was laughing at people who were -- right now, today it's sad. as a kid, it was funny. if i'm being completely hoevent -- >> charlie: you did this between the ages of 13 and 22. >> yeah. a little longer. >> charlie: a little longer? >> yeah. my first album came out when i was 26. basically,