his name is ryan o'callaghan. trip to the super bowl with the next patriots. he revealed how he held onto a secret that nearly ended his life. >>> hey, bud. happy graduation. you just received a full ride scholarship to berkeley, and that intimidates you. after your california high school all-star game against florida, you realize that you don't know nearly as mucher football as you could and now it seems that life is pointing you in that direction. and yet you're questioning the point of pursuing questioning your reasons for living. you felt discouraged and even shunned by friends and family your whole life. hearing the word fag out of the mouths of your loved ones and knowing that they're talking about you, you, a gay football player. i know you think that's an oxymoron and that's why your first goal is to make sure no one finds out. i know you are in pain. i know you are confused. i know you're battling an inner turmoil that will last another decade. breathe. you're about to enter the toughest years of your lif

. >>> plus former offensive lineman ryan o'callaghan writes a revealing note to self about his painfule. >>> and -- >> reporter: it's a vineyard like none other in the world. the reason, it's owned by her majesty the queen and we got the invitation to visit it on the grounds of windsor castle. we'll have the story coming up on "cbs this morning." >> that's the "cbs morning news" for this friday. thanks for watching. i'm anne-marie green. have a great day. -- captions by vitac -- www.vitac.com the holidays begin here at the disneyland resort. >>> all right. as we start this friday morning, it is definitely a wet start. as we take a look at the golden gate bridge, all the dirty cars got a little bit of a car wash. all the clean cars have spots on it this morning. it's friday, november 3rd, i'm kenny choi. >> i'm michelle griego. >> it's okay. i haven't washed my car in a long time! >> a free car wash! >> you may want to add some soap to the mix. [ laughter ] >> nice. >> we are seeing the rain out there this morning. so our hi-def doppler is lit up right now. and we're seeing this storm,

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and former football player that's ryan o'callaghan says that he hid behind the sport for years.note to his younger self the former patriots and chiefs star opens up about holding on to his secret that nearly ended his life. we hear this is a good note to self. plus the eye-opener, your world in 90 seconds. we'll see you at 7:00. i think it's a good idea to hand out tickets for driving with your cell phone. i plead guilty. it's not good. >> you plead guilty to that? oh!! okay. there's an admission right there. not on a regular basis. >> i just put it on speaker. >> they say that's not good either. just put it down. >> see you at 7:00. >> have a good weekend. >> bye. >> note to michelle, just get those things that you attach on the console. >> i do. i have the magnet. yeah. so i'm not -- it is hands-free. but it's still a distraction. you're right. it causes a lot of accidents that we track but we won't go there now. >> which is good. [ laughter ] >> i was going to say, i don't need my glasses to toss to traffic. >> okay. [ laughter ] >> right now, let's take it over to the roads.