well, in 2013, i finished secondary education, the 11th grade, and went to poland, to the city of rzeszówi remember what happened then. the movie was a series of sharp ukrainian cartoons, they translated it, and i was under the influence of something, and i was in such a, you know, mood, well, i was 17, i was 18, i just turned 18, i was still young, i lit a cigarette, i started to smoke then, well, independent, adult, and something immediately occurred to me again such a thought, legion, since childhood i have been interested in various things, including some spiritual directions, and you know, in many regions, well, in many peoples... and in principle in nationalities, especially if we take more of our historical past, there were certain such rites and initiations, there a man i became a man, i don’t know, after i went hunting, for some reason this thought came to me, but somehow i decided for myself to choose such a, well, conditionally, the path of a warrior, like, no one believed, because everyone knew me, i always went with with such long hair, you know, played in to the theater and