saitoti vietnam. she didn't in china when you go to the grave of your ancestors you speak to the monarchy. and i think that when john may play at the goldberg variations at st thomas tonight she felt that she was talking to behind this way back talking just as she does when she visits the grave of a patterns like lot of us were told us to do. judith's you see you. go there it's an unbearable feeling to have led my whole life like a dog with its tail between its legs and now to has suddenly become some kind of a popular star i'm a performer who lack self-confidence i've never felt self-assured or proud i do not know these feelings in the codes i was raised differently and my cultural revolution background formed me into the person i am today. which is it says you can be you when you push that you know i don't ever feel as if i'm the protagonist so i always play the role of a servant a servant of music a servant of the composer a servant of my students in accordance with my traditional chinese upbringin