and studying in santebur at a sanatorium, where it seemed to me that i would never master this professiony people who wrote textbooks, that is, the responsibility was crazy and to see each of them and outstanding composers walked along the corridors. eh, conductors and somehow you coped so emotionally. well, probably this is not accidental here, therefore, this, probably, you can do this, and it is typical for you to continue your dissertation and enter graduate school. and i have a family and just before the defense, my first son is born, we defend. i am doing dissertation within the boundaries of postgraduate study. it was a big rarity then, because i understood, i need to finish and come, because there is a job waiting for me here. after all, the country sent me to study. i had to complete some stage of my life. i am in my arms with the little ones we did, i did not see them as obstacles, i did not create any difficulties or questions, and he remembers many moments to this day. for this e life i was given a job at the conservatory in the same way i go to the doctoral youtube, the secon