i ended up talking to agent named sarah fiske, and we talked and it was supposed to be for a 30 minute zoom. but went for an hour and sarah was like, wait a are you the library that i've been reading about in the newspaper and i was like, yeah, that's me. and said, have you ever thought about writing a book was like, oh, no, no, no, no, no. well, that very evening, the tobias literary agency that she works for offered me offered to sign me. yeah. and was thinking about how i mean, i'm not really going to write a book, but didn't cost anything. so. okay, so i said i read over the contract, i sent it to attorney and she's like, looks good to me. --. and now, i don't know, i, i signed it, you know, the very day a senior editor, bloomsbury publishing, emailed me and said, i heard you on the new york first person podcast. have you ever thought about writing a book? and i said, well, actually, i just an agent and. i let them talk and they an offer i couldn't pass up to, tell my story and get paid for it. and i realized that's how that happens. i realize there are people that write their whol