was awful today these men sit side by side in community based social sarap to share their experiences during run discover just the 1994 genocide 25 years ago when up to a 1000000 tutsis a moderate hutus were wiped out in just $100.00 days but it would divide it among those who carried out the killings and those who survived it. memories of being on the run and how his pregnant wife had to give birth in hiding of it. when we couldn't find a way that baby would survive being with us but i still had friends who i was doing business with they helped me and they took my newborn at night to a woman who run an orphanage at. the baby stage but a few days later at the perpetrators went there to look for him and they took my baby and killed him i don't know. i've done no lives a peaceful life but his wife. but he struggles with the guilt of not being able to protect the 12 members of his family who were killed during the genocide similarly from release perpetrators like every easter have served their sentence are still haunted by what they call the shame of their past he says he's guilty of kil