this here's chris and his wife sarra on how big a shock it was when they realised that sarra was goingwas a huge shock. it is something that that you don't prepare for. it is not covered by any antenatal classes and 11 weeks before the birth i hadn't even done an antenatal class. i had no idea what was happening. it was just the hospital, the doctors guiding me through, saying, we have got to the point where he has got to be delivered for the sake of your life and for his life. and that then, chris, to see a baby that small, that fragile, born so soon, how did you process that? because you were so reliant on the medical stuff and they can achieve so much now with premature babies, but even so, it must be really scary. joyful, but quite frightening as well. yes, the overriding emotion wasjust terror and seeing how small callum was and seeing how frail he was. of course, the doctors and nurses, they can't give you any concrete answers. theyjust say, one step at a time, that premature babies are fighters and they will be fighting as hard as they can the whole way through. but you just hav