why don't you go satloff elkus for me. i didn't know how to saddle horse, and then i get up on the horse and i would stay in the saddle the whole day and all the guests are thinking he is a cowboy, cowboys eat lunch up in the saddle. it's because i didn't want them to see me falling off the horse or having to remount. the experience was pretty amazing. i would say i learned a lot of stuff. writing the book i was always aware of the fact that this was fine and an offer doing something for a book. and so i made a fool to myself i would never make fun of my co-workers. you know, some of them are kids and knuckleheads and should be made fun of but some of them have just gotten bad breaks in life. you get raised by a lousy enough set of parents and they will smash the motivation out of you by the time making that next step comes along. so the issue where is all pointed out the corporations, the sort of crazy rules that they send down, and i remember in the pizza place i would read the memo on how to deal with a customer in a no