so at the schaumburg, the woman had written a book called the free negro in antebellum new york. it was a colombian dissertation from the 1970s, and she died before publishing it. her husband had gotten it published as a book, and then gave the manuscript collection to the schaumburg. and i -- the book is all than anybody says, go to the recent scholarship. she had really, really done her homework. i mean, she did everything. and i ended up just repeating what she did, just for verifying that everything she had a hand out. so she had given it to the schaumburg so the material i saw in her book, i kind of expected to find there. you know, as a primary source not just as a footnote. i was really stunned to find, to find that. and nobody knows where the scrapbook page comes from. and that's another one, i think, the gaps that i can't go in, where does it come from. someone cared enough. there are poems next to the obituaries, and each poem i realize it is a poem about something significant in my great grandfather's life. so there's trinity, the mother church of saint philip. there i