i saw carlo in the library of the school of applied arts i was completely and raptured by his beauty. of. it began all of it as if he were in the very 1st series of carlow your for the transformer exhibition by john christophe a man in the sound you can watch how he becomes this remarkable black and white bouquet of flowers. you know. ever since the fifty's and sixty's until today there's been an intense debate about identity who am i. the vault and his work in the 1970 s. vault apply for also asked this question. even today it still seems quite relevant . who am i what does it mean to be gay how can i lead a gay life. it was a time when the 1st steps were being made to publicly address this issue. in germany in the seventy's it was still forbidden to be openly gay if seen. it was not a moment when you can look so young i can't even quite recall where i 1st saw this picture. and might actually have been in his studio. i could immediately sense that i needed this picture. in that i was going through a deep crisis with my male image at the time it was more about my role as a man and les