they didn't the category of schophrenia, and although tir affects and moods at timessuggested depression, that ty didn't fited a major depressive dorder. somemeit'sotte to theoint i don't realize what i have donengry, until after i've done it, you know. i have got this tremendous fear of getting angry now because i'm always afraid-- i'm sorry-- because i'm always afraid that i'm actually going to hurt somebody, whether i mean to or whether i don't. it just really scares me to get angry at times. individuals with this disorder are very prone to a state that we call dysphoria. it's very hard to describe. it's, in some sense, an overwhelming sense of feeling bad, and it may include elements of depreion, of rage, of anxiety, but mostly it's just a state of terrible distress. one of the intriguing things about the disorder ishat this state distress is usually triggered by specific kinds of events-- a real, or perhaps eve an imagined loss, what then happens is equally intriguing and disturbing because these dysphoric stat are so upsetting that the individual has to do something totop them, bec