whether scientology or something else? you do not know. they keep it from you. you keep it from your cell. it is very long. -- and you keep you from yourself. it's a long process. there is a pride. it is my group. times,"er "the new york and they did an article. they said, we hear you are a science colleges. come at me. magazine" as "time you do not do that and you stop yourself. and you feel stupid. knowledgeng that is and awareness and you cut yourself off. >> are you different today? >> oh yeah, much happier. more myself. >> it was liberating for you? >> yeah. >> true onto your self. i want to talk about other things you are doing. like haiti. are there certain places it you go that connect to you? >> i went in there and i read an article about a man. a doctor and a priest. --was when i was in a league it was when i was in italy. i frankly do not believe it. he was too heroic. i decided i was see for myself and i flew to haiti and found him. it was culture week. father rick. i never experienced a real hero in my life until i met him. i had to do something to

. >> rose: tell me where you are in this relationship with scientology and what's happened there? when you publicly broke with them. >> we're best friends now. >> rose: no, you're not. you said the strangest thing though. you said if you read with some scandal involving me, you'll know somebody had a hand in it. >> and you didn't see a picture of me out there. they have long memories. they are-- i have seen what they've done to other people. ask jason beget how he was almost destroyed by them. i think when you give a modicum of celebrity, they tend to back off. i have no huge quarrel with them. >> rose: you had a reason to break. >> i had a quarrel with them, and i said what i needed to say. i wasn't going to -- >> did you do this without fear? >> well, i i don't think you do anything like that without fear. but you do it because you do it you are who you are. >> rose: true to yourself. >> and there were a lot of people that walked away very quietly. that's just not me. >> rose: had you thought about it for a while before you made the break? >> yes, i thought about it for about--