.# i'm sean fletcher and this is my son, reuben. a reporter, but i didn't know anything about mental health until two years ago, when he developed obsessive compulsive disorder aged 13. it might not sound that serious, but ocd filled his mind with irrational worries, which frightened him so much, that he was sometimes unable to move. can you tell me what ocd was like when it was at its worst? i might be worried that i'm going to do something really bad like i'm going to accidentally kill you. it's like, it starts to develop into oh, my gosh, i thought i was... i had the thought that i was worried i was going to kill you, so then surely that means i want to act upon that. and did you have that thought about me? yeah. i felt i was such a bad person for having that thought, that to punish myself i stayed in bed and wouldn't let myself move. just try one step this time. my wife and i were very worried about reuben. but we found it hard to show medical staffjust how bad things were, so we decided to video him in the midst of an episode.

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robert brown stone attorney, sean fletcher. >> thank you. >> steve white and i will conclude by just asking you to e-mail the mta board to support relocation of the inbound 38 to gough and geary. the board meeting is next tuesday at 1:00. >> thank you, very much. any other general public comments? hearing none. any old business? hearing none. new business? item a. requesting authorization to modify the exiting grand agreement with institute on aging for the provision of increasing the center for elderly suicide prevention and grovgrief-related services for programs capacity. during the period of july 12,018th through june 302,019th for $180,000, for a new grand amount of 485,273, plus a 10% contingency for a new total amount not to exceed $533,800, welcome. >> good afternoon. president, commissioners and director mcspadden. i am program annalist. today where here to seek your approval for a modification to i.o.a.s, center for elderly suicide prevention as known as the cesp program. the cesp program provides 24/7 crisis support to older adults and adults with disabilities. out calls t