earlier we spoke to shafana.i realized that i actually i actually didn't know anything about this conflict right? didn't know anything that was happening that led to this and that was really scary because i felt like you know why have been living under in this bubble that have and have allowed myself not to be exposed to what's happening around the world and i guess that was the time when i felt like okay i need to know more, i need to really understand what's happening and why this is happened. we're actually busy in in doing the daily day to day things, trying to make and meet, trying to just get from point to point b, you know, it's it's challenging enough to like for me to be able to manage my work, you know, my children, you know, all the extra other things that do, and then to cook and to put food on the table, and then make sure that you we're we're just running fine as family, that itself is is challenging and every day that goes by, you think like, okay, fine, alhamdulillah, day one, gone, day two, you k

earlier, we spoke. to shafana mirage, mother of four from london who runs a badminton academy, said thes really scary because i felt like you know why have i been living under in this bubble that have and have allowed myself not to be exposed to what's happening around the... world and i guess that was the time when i felt like okay no i need to know more, i need to really understand what's happening and why this has happened? we are actually busy in in doing the daily day to day things trying to make and meet trying to just get from point to point b you know it's it's challenging enough to like you know for me to be able to manage my work you know my children you know all the extra other things that do and then to cook and to put food on the table. and then make sure that you know we're we're just running fine as family, that itself is is challenging and every day that goes by, you think like, okay, fine, alhamdulillah, day one gone, day two, you know, so with that, i feel like we are so occupied within our own bubble that we don't get a chance to actually sit back and reflect on on wh

shafana further said, she has been forced to turn into an activist after realizing that she has the power you know. trusting everybody 100% and just go by what everyone says and and this brings brings me to the point where you know where holy prophet has always said that educate yourself this is so important we need to educate ourselves um so i so i think this this this is really important and you asked me about what i have been doing so i've been i've been doing exactly that i've been trying to educate myself i've gone into different platforms i've been watching - been watching al-jazera like throughout, i don't i don't even remember the last time i started watching netflix now, i just i just haven't, i cannot bring myself to sit on the sofa and watch a movie when all this is happening in the background, it's i just find that utterly sick if i if i if do that, i've been attending all the you know i've been trying to attend all the the the campaigns, the marches, the protests, the vijils i've tried to get my children involved and i've been reading more about about everything that's been h