on wait for me, he told me that shiryaev had disappeared. we are looking for him.ome a vile renegade. i hope yes and that was the worst thing for me to lose friends. you had the illusion that you have them. uh, well, at least it seemed to me, and when i was taken off the wanted list, i got in touch on the internet. uh, with all those sect friends. i just got banned on social media. uh, ignore stopped talking. eh, and here i felt, what is this love, what is this brotherly feeling, what is this fanaticism? this, too, in addition to the books of that leader that i read, uh, was hmm a powerful incentive to officially leave the sect is not only to leave. that's how i left to formally write a statement. i no longer want to be with you, exclude me from your ranks. you nevertheless made some attempts to adjust. just such ordinary human connections. there, i don’t know, as a result, my mother called, of course, the first thing. i got in touch with my relatives, when i was already ready for this. my mother was very happy about it. she didn't scold me. and i remember how she