the fuel demands of the world. >> larry: shoshana johnson, do you think it is doubly hard for a woman in captivity? >> yes, i do. i feel that as a woman, you tend to let your emotions get the most of you and also, because of the situation whereas americans we're not used to seeing females being prisoners and things like that. so the reaction from the public is a lot to take in when you come home. and as a mother, it's hard reconnecting with your child. the person that left is not the same person that comes back. so it's an adjustment, not just for the people around you, but for especially children. they notice every little thing that's different. and they're not afraid to voice it and sometimes it's hard to hear. >> larry: michael, is it doubly worse when you know in your heart that you're not guilty, as you felt? >> yes, larry, it is. it's one of the most difficult things in the world to carry that weight of being paraded around in public, accused after crime that you know you didn't commit. and to see the burden that it places on your family to hear the things that are being spoken