how did you do that, shoshana? i know that you're kind of like... but really, how do you in that moment deal with the fact that you are overwhelmed with pain? >> i wanted to live. i wanted to live. i thought that they would reach a point where they would get tired of carrying me. you know, and i couldn't be a burden. so when they started to push me to walk, i walked, because i wanted to live. i didn't want them to get tired, you know, and just put a bullet in my head. so it becomes just instinct. >> hinojosa: you were held for 21 days. >> mm-hmm. >> hinojosa: and you kept on thinking that they were going to come, that they were going to come, but it took 21 days. >> yeah. >> hinojosa: in that time, did you realize what was happening? you had no clue that the rest of the world was kind of watching. >> no, i didn't. didn't have a clue. very isolated. all i was nderinabout s going home to my family. you know, i wondered what happened to the rest of the company and my fellow pows, you know? >> hinojosa: what did you do