suddenly, there is a fragment from shyrokyn, yes, kombat, sykoza, when i was there in 2018, we were walkingrmer children’s camp, yes, sykoza, so he picked up this fragment, yes, and he says, this is a gift for you, so it is from the russian world, and he since then , it has been pouring into me, well, after all, if you take me to the maidan and after the maidan, then it's definitely two different people, right? at first there were a lot of acquaintances, friends, contacts, common pain, yes, and plus i changed professions, i.e. before the maidan i was actually an it activist, and after the maidan i already went into photography, reporting, journalism, you have ptsd, as you think, i think not ptsd, but something close to it, yes, and it is not even from the war, but from the maidan, from those events. on february 18, when i was there, when the first corpses, yes, the first screams, that is, my trauma was very deep from that, this is a fact, that is, i was going there for some time for spare parts, i remember it very much, there was such a crowd there, it was scary to watch all this, it was a