i could hear my father's voice and my younger brotherer and sistster. i i didn't wanant to open n my s bebecause it felt like a dream. i was afraid i w would wake up from the dream if i openeded my eyes. >> nothihing compares to the pan of leaving your child behind. whenen we arrived d here, people would invite us to big korean feaststs. but we couldn't enjojoy them because our daughterer wasn't wh us. even when i went to o sleep, i s restless and i'd get lost t in nightmares. >> at first it wasn't easy for chanyang to find her bearings in her new surroundings. >> when i started going to the gigantic supermarkets here, i didn't know how to use the trolleys, so people would look at me strangely. i learned how to use the subway cards from my younger r sibling. now i can scan my bag like you saw me do today. >> chanyang has since become quite well-known in her new home of south korea. >> are you nervous? >> a little bit exciting. >> she often appears on television, to tell her story. and in doing so, shehe has one aim, above all. >> w when i was s north ko