well, but, no, and, again, also getting back to when we did come back that was because we were not soiped, weattached, it did screw up the officer side, they got offline on their kd time not doing the command time or xo time, and not only did they make a yearlong sacrifice and potentially sacrifice their lives, but a lot sacrificed their careers as well because that's a big chunk of time that because the ctst program is not well-known in the military, so, for example, sergeant seniors look at the board to see if i can be promoted, they don't know what it is, but i wear a special operations combat patch b u, but it's not on the erb because it's not allowed to be of the that's an issue as well. that's off track, but -- >> i was not approached by the military, but because i was in the air force i heart through the grapevine the university was doing research, so i kind of made the point to reach out to the guy who came up and did a quick interview but i have not heard what the results were or any follow up from that. >> good afternoon. losing my voice here. i'm here with my rotc roommate, and