and i don't mean that to sound, you know, sop pi py at all. i miss her enormously and all of our lives changed drastically at her passing. but i also know that there were some unkind things being said about natalie that were not true. and i think it's time for those things to be put to rest, as well. and let's just let everybody do their job and the innocent have nothing to fear. so, you know, it should go smoothly, hopefully. >> well, owhat are the misconceptions that upset you about natalie the most? >> oh, various things that were said in a couple of books that i would get. glamorous book and another one. but people keep bringing them to my attention saying look at this. those things stay with you. they sort of eat at you that she was flirtatious and that she would have left the boat undressed to go to a party. it's the most ludicrous thing i've ever heard. she wouldn't leave the house unless she was fully made up. she wouldn't go in the backyard. it's ridiculous. it made her seem like -- i don't know, someone frivolous. and she was not fri