is, in this sense the right parietal lobe went down, so there is a feeling of openness, peaces spash thusness, but there's more information coming in. it is just not, so my understanding from meditation it is not on the front screen. >> right. >> and actually, there's more information coming in. so once you get used to this, it's really kind of the wisdom mode that is available. so there's more connection to others. there's a different kind of intelligence that is not lighting up the executive function, right of the mind. so that sense of identification and neurotic kind of scanning, self-revving is low. and, but, you actually have more information. so if you can hang out with that, what happens is you start to learn how to live from this quiet mind, from this natural quiet mind. so from this, if you can, you don't even have to quiet the mind or stop the thoughts. if you go to this experience of open awareness, and, have then your belief that comes, oh, there's more information coming in. if i just start to learn how to talk, sometimes they call this kind of baby buddha state. so you kind of,