medevaced home and i have a year full of recuperative srming and 1 srngs in 14 months something is like that and at the tail end, i -- i get my -- fourth mission assignment to afghanistan but before we can marshal up -- enough recovery to go, it's discovered i have a brain aneurysm at base of my brain. and it's big enough to be worrisome, a small enough that we didn't have to operate needsly except for the urgency of returning to battle. so we have to make a decision, and the commander in charming of me, my medical officer says what would you do with a similar patient? i said well i would have to say -- you've got to get the thing fixed. so we choose the least invasive safest rout to get into the brain it's i understood vascular surgery put a coil up in aneurysm and hopefully that causes clot and scar and there's no chance of rupture. that has to be done before you go to the field. well did that and there was air bubbles interested in the catheter system from the top of my brain to the brain stem so when i woke up i didn't know who i was and i couldn't feel my right side, and through a