bad races it was there you know it was there in the when i was and i would call a city was st matthew south carolina very small little town i got lucky because i told people you know along the way i had teachers that were very encouraging to me you know you hear the stories about people telling you can't do something and honestly sometimes you wish those people would tell you that so then you could have a chip on your shoulder to keep you going and a lot of times i had to manifest this kind of thing because i had so many people who were supportive i didn't i didn't come into contact with as many adversaries in my educational you know journey as a lot of people did i can still remember my teachers telling me you know you can do this and you can do that and i don't black white and black mostly white i mean a lot of my teachers were white and have had to be a pullman conductor no no they didn't and i know that that's what you know and that's probably goes on a lot and i just got really lucky so i was very aware it was i want to represent a lot of people but i my journey was a little different you know