my aunt has arrived and is trying to get me married to our stepan kucher, but you, aren’t you marryingh, i’m stupid, terribly happy. don't do this pasha, by god, dear pasha! boy, it seems like it’s here, seraphima, god, how you scared me, desperate, scandal, if we’re caught, i, i don’t know myself, i’m crazy about you, i adore you, i love you like separation from you, this is the last time, i wrote everything to you, and finish, i kiss you, here is my dear, here is the goddess, here are the most burning ones. oh, my god, what am i doing, how stupid is this, oh, oh , lord, and i imagine my beloved woman as an ideal being, for her i am ready to breathe my last breath into the soles of her feet, and if she herself comes to you at night with her hair down, can a woman herself come to a man, this happens often, physiology, you don’t understand, i want to look at a woman spiritually, to lift her up to herself, yes you're lying, stop it. you’re just dreaming in your soul, i know what, you, you’re just a brute, come on, you’re really just passing through the sugar, or something, you’ll spill i