. >>> and the fbi is in california looking for missing agent steven ivins.icials say he is respondent and may be armed. officials are concerned for his wellbeing. i'm veronica de la cruz. now back to "lockup." >>> due to mature subject matter, viewer discretion is advised. [ bleep ] >> anybody out there, all y'all, anybody that got somebody in their family or friend that's in prison, man, i want to tell you the most important thing y'all have got to do. be there for them. i'm telling you, [ bleep ] get hard, man. gets hard when people don't get no letters, people can't call their family. it gets hard. so all y'all listening [ bleep ], watching, remember your loved ones, man. >> while a lengthy prison sentence can represent a black hole that consumes years of life, some inmates insist the experience motivates them to become better people. >> that's my ultimate goal. i want to be a better man. i have the opportunity where i can be a better criminal, but that's not me. i want to be a better man. a better father. i want to be a better son. i want to be a product