>> on the morning of saturday, september the 9th, rangers jeter and holland went knocking on steven mcdowell'soor not sure what they'd find. but to jeter's surprise, mcdowell answered the door. >> he said, "i'm ready to talk." >> at 12:45 p.m. he was back in the chair and made good on his promise to talk. mcdowell said he knew crystal had a long string of affairs. >> you confronted her at different times about those affairs. >> yes. i confronted her. she told me it was none of my business. she that's i'm not dominant enough in the bedroom is what she says. >> pretending to be sympathetic, ranger holland slowly teased out the details of crystal's death. it was slow and brutal. >> were you fighting when that happened? >> yeah. >> is that when she told you she didn't live anymore? did you snap? >> yeah. >> did you mean to service indicate her? >> no. -- suffocate her? i? >> no. >> it just happened? >> i love her. >> how did you suffocate her? squeezed her -- >> okay. like a choke hold or something? did she say anything when that was going on? did she fight? >> she was scared. >> how did you event