we don't honor them by stoppin, we honor them by fulfilling the task. it wasn't arrived at lightly.ecause it's one thing to decide to go forward, it's another thing to find the will to do it after/'a you've -- >> rose: the interesting thing. this did not come from an accident in terms of the work of going down, this came from a helicopter that went down. >> the great irony. here are these guys who have been in incredibly risky situations had done that risk evaluation and that was the equivalents of them getting in their car in the morning and driven to work. i had flown in it with him and he was a very accomplished pilot and it was just one of those freak accidents. >> rose: when i asked earlier about whether it was a metaphor how you approached life in terms of the risk and being able to reduce risk, i mean do you drive fast? do you test the elements, are you a pilot. >> i used to. look, i think earlier in my life when i was a teenager, you know, when i was a young adult, i was kind of an adrenaline junkie, i put that behind me a long time ago. you i think probably being a father,