she went on to subutex, which is a substitute for heroin, then she weaned herself off the subutex.s completely clean. >> so she had extraordinary self-discipline if she wanted to. >> incredible self-discipline. incredible self-discipline. >> was the achilles' heel alcohol in the end? >> well, it clearly was. it clearly was. >> and how bad an addiction was that for her after the drugs? >> well, alcohol is far more dangerous than drugs are anyway. as you probably know. it's far worse for you, if that's the right expression. and the withdrawal is very difficult. far more painful and far more debill -- put my teeth back in. debilitating. the withdrawals themselves are debilitating. she would drink for two or three weeks, and then she would detox for two or three weeks. and that's the worst thing anybody could do because she would detox not under medical supervision and her doctor very specifically told her about six months ago, and he wrote to her and she wrote a copy to me as well, the doctor, and she said that if this behavior continued, the binge drinking and then the detoxing, that