i knew i had until may, had to work with the board on successi, i needed and appropriate exit so thisould continue. the last thing ieeded was for my family and children and the people i love to be able to say what a shame, he got that close and didn't get it done, i wonder if he was right in t beginning. we are in a great place, te company will make it, the people will continue to have their careers, but it was about all these people come over 3000 people in america alone. neil: being self absorbed, i would start thinking more about me. think of a diagnosis for i am told might have nine to 12 months to live. obviously it is not that now. has your family said we know you are committed to makg u this right, but we are your family. >> they said we loveou, this is about doing the right thing. neil: what is the diagnosis now? >> i'm doing well, enjoy life until somebody tells you the starting to affect you again. they d't know, they don't know enough. i live every day and enjoy myse and have a lot of fun, smell the roses. my grandmother used to say to us give me my roses when i can smell t