suhas heart breaks when she blames herself for letting her daughter witness all that and letting down her son by promising that his father would be at his birthday which is this week i promised my son that are me and his they're going to be in his birthday and i broke this promise and everyone sing with happy birthday for my son it's his birthday on the 30th of august. so. we love you your mom my love you. i ask sue her if she wants to take a break from the interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough suhas biggest concern now is whoa daughter processing their loss gemma seems to be protecting her mother by not sharing her feelings. she told them here was listening he heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me so can you imagine. her says. can you imagine the images in her brave passing whenever she closes her eyes. suah finds redemption and believe in family pictures now as she relives the fondest of memories this is how we used to sleep playing our head on each

interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough suhas biggest concern now is her daughter processing their loss gemma seems to be protecting her mother by not sharing her feelings. she told them here was listening they heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not a but i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me so can you imagine. herself. can you imagine the images in her a passing whenever she closes her eyes. suah finds redemption and relief in family pictures now as she relives the fondest of memories this is how we used to sleep playing our head on each other because you know whenever i put my head on his saw that i feel secured even when he's around i don't gossip or market i don't do anything for the house to fix care of everything everything yes i think a lot of clothes from my shoulder now this is the last photo of their family together she shows it to me as i'm sitting on the very couch where it was taken this story has been gaining traction across me jean the arabic world and we were the 1st she so kin

clothes has some mean for not removing his clothes from the house i'm not going to remove them but suha realizes that her life is not over she tells me its whole life mission now to eliminate the shortage of cancer medicine for lebanese children even with her mask on i can see her smiling when she talks about her children though as she ordered them of prose and as our. unicorn because a lot about this one is very special i told her you see this is my hair because when you're going to take this medication your hair is going to fall down you're going to lose your hair so what i can do or this is my hair i'm going to give it to you or so you would wear to cater on i'm going to make her happy i would do whatever she wants the business my link her and her brother. it was dawn of reporting from lebanon r.t. . now early election results in bellary say that the long time president there alexander lukashenko has secured a landslide 6th term with a little over 80 percent of the vote there have been some messages of congratulations from other leaders although the european council president has app

interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough suhas biggest concern now is her daughter processing their loss gemma seems to be protecting her mother by not sharing her feelings she told them here was listening they heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me so can you imagine. herself. can you imagine the images in her a passing whenever she closes her eyes. suah finds redemption and relief in family pictures now as she relives the fondest of memories this is how we used to sleep playing our head on each other because you know whenever i put my head on his saw that i feel secured even when he's around i don't go so far marcus i don't do anything for the house to fix care of everything everything here's a think a lot of clothes from my shoulder now this is the last photo of their family together she shows it to me as i'm sitting on the very couch where it was taken this story has been gaining traction across me jean the arabic world and we were the 1st she so kindly

but hodgkin lymphoma is not a sentence for children it's curable and doctors have been reassuring suha her husband jihad was called by the news abroad in nigeria but couldn't stay away in a crisis like this so several dozen covert tests later he came to lebanon to be with his family we slept in the hospital the same bed the same everything me her and her gemma's hospital room was where the port explosion called the 3 of them the windows of the buildings in front of me crashing and then one by the like this like this i didn't see if fair i didn't see my daughter either then and anything that i wanted to put his head like this i felt that all smashed all all so much that i was not sure that he was alive i saw his soul leaving his body i saw it but i didn't. i wanted to move into another hospital jihad died right before his daughter's eyes and only 6 gemma faces 2 battles most adults would struggle to win cancer and coping with her father's death she drew for me and around. it's circle she she color that was red i knew it's her dead. and it was full of blood sue his heart breaks when she

his clothes has asked me to not remove his clothes from the house i'm not going to remove them but suha realizes that her life is not over she tells me its whole life mission now to eliminate the shortage of cancer medicine for lebanese children even with her mask on i can see her smiling when she talks about her children though as she ordered them a frozen as our. unicorn because a lot about this one is very special i told her you see this is my hair because when you're going to take this medication your hair is going to fall down you're going to lose your hair so what i can do or this is my hair i'm going to give it to you or so you would wear to cater on i'm going to make her happy i would do whatever she wants the business my link her and her brother. it is donna reporting from lebanon r.t. . france what's worse into financially helps them with the flow of moderates crossing the english travel getting a little more section that's coming up after this break. is your media a reflection of reality. in a world transformed. what will make you feel safe. isolation community. are you going

this grows has asked me to not remove his clothes from the house i'm not going to remove them but suha realizes that her life is not over she tells me its whole life mission now to eliminate the shortage of cancer medicine for lebanese children even with her mask on i can see her smiling when she talks about her children those she ordered them a frozen as our. unicorn because a lot about this one is very special i told her you see this is my hair because mom when you're going to take this strong medication your hair is going to fall down you're going to lose your hair so what i can do this is my hair i'm going to give it to you so if you were to cater on i'm going to make her happy i would do whatever she wants the bill smiling her and her brother it was done of reporting from lebanon r.t. . donald trump has confirmed the secret service was involved in a shooting outside the white house the president was briefly evacuated from a news briefing inside the building a secret service officer was injured and taken to hospital as was the suspect caleb orpen give us the details. just a few min

suhas heart breaks when she blames herself for letting her daughter witness all that and letting down her son by promising that his father would be at his birthday which is this week i promised my son that are me and his they're going to be on his birthday and i broke this promise and everyone's going with happy birthday for my son it's his birthday on the 30th of august. so. we love you we love you. i ask sue her if she wants to take a break from the interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough i love you i love you i love you are you hitting me i love you i love you i love you forgive me if i did anything for me you carry or if i hurt you forgive me i love you i know of you i love you i love you for 2 hours i used i love you oh you know you were you know i love you i love you. sue has biggest concern now is her daughter processing their loss. she told them he was listening he heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not a but i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me. so can you imagine. herself can you i

interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough suhas biggest concern now is her daughter processing their loss gemma seems to be protecting her mother by not sharing her feelings she told them here was listening they heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me so can you imagine. herself. can you imagine the images in her a passing whenever she closes her eyes. suah finds redemption and relief in family pictures now as she relives the fondest of memories this is how we used to sleep playing our head on each other because you know as whenever i put my head on his saw that i feel secured even when he's around i don't go so far marcus i don't do anything for the house to fix care of everything everything here's a think a lot of lords from my shoulder now this is the last photo of their family together she shows it to me as i'm sitting on the very couch where it was taken this story has been gaining traction across me jean the arabic world and we were the 1st she so kindly

clothes there's some room for nothing more his clothes from the house i'm not going to move them but suha realizes that her life is not over she tells me its whole life mission now to eliminate the shortage of cancer medicine for lebanese children even with her mask on i can see her smiling when she talks about her children though as she ordered them a frozen as our. unicorn because she lied about this one is very special i told her you see this is my hair because mom when you're going to take this medication your hair is going to fall down you're going to lose your hair so what i can do or this is my hair i'm going to give it to you or so you would wear to cater on i'm going to make her happy i would do whatever she wants the business my link her and her brother it was done of reporting from lebanon r.t. . your family going through real agony there are they. some other news this morning speaking the headline stun grenades and tear gas were used overnight in the capital of belarus steering protests over the country's closely watched presidential election election commission's early result

interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough suhas biggest concern now is her daughter processing their loss gemma seems to be protecting her mother by not sharing her feelings she told them who was listening he heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me. so can you imagine herself can you imagine the images in her a passing whenever she closes her eyes. suah finds redemption and relief in family pictures now as she relives the fondest of memories this is how we're so slow playing our head on each other because you know whenever i put my head on his saw that i feel secured even when he's around i don't go so far marcus i don't do anything for the house to fix care of everything everything yes i think a lot of clothes from my shoulder now this is the last photo of their family together she shows it to me as i'm sitting on the very couch where it was taken this story has been gaining traction across me jean the arabic world and we were the 1st she so kindly let in as

interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough suhas biggest concern now is her daughter processing their loss gemma seems to be protecting her mother by not sharing her feelings she told them who was listening he heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me so can you imagine. herself. can you imagine the images in her brave passing whenever she closes her eyes. suah finds redemption and relief in family pictures now as she relives the fondest of memories this is how we used to sleep playing our head on each other because you know as whenever i put my head on his saw that i feel secured even when he's around i don't go so far marcus i don't do anything for the house to fix care of everything everything yes i think a lot of clothes from my shoulder now this is the last photo of their family together she shows it to me as i'm sitting on the very couch where it was taken this story has been gaining traction across me jean the arabic world and we were the 1st she so kindly

interview she refuses adamantly there's just so much she feels she didn't tell her husband enough suhas biggest concern now is her daughter processing their loss gemma seems to be protecting her mother by not sharing her feelings she told them who was listening he heard her and i prefer can i not i'm not i'm not able to give details because they are killing me from inside me. so can you imagine herself can you imagine the images in her brave passing whenever she closes her eyes. suah finds redemption and relief in family pictures now as she relives the fondest of memories this is how we used to sleep playing our head on each other because you know whenever i put my head on his saw that i feel secured even when he's around i don't go so far marcus i don't do anything for the house to fix care of everything everything here's a think a lot of clothes from my shoulder now this is the last photo of their family together she shows it to me as i'm sitting on the very couch where it was taken this story has been gaining traction across me jean the arabic world and we were the 1st she so kindly