surrey police were strongly criticised by the independent police complaints commission for returningproven. stacey's account of what happened that day is very distressing. you know, my mum was cowering. she was on her knees, cowering. can you imagine having to beg for your life? that's what my mum did. it's just barbaric. the police described what happened in the house as an execution. it was worse than an execution. executions are quick. and i keep thinking, you know, she should've hid. it took a long time to die. it took her quite a long, it wasn't instant with lucy. you know, the police took 45 minutes to get there, so it wasn't instant, because... gosh, she's so brave. wasn't she brave? so then he beat her, shot the dogs. then stood over her with that gun. (bleep) absolute monster. couldn't let me have her, you see? couldn't let me have her. he couldn't leave me her. he couldn't leave me her, i want her back. john lowe, just hours after being arrested, calmly talking to police. he claimed the murder was an accident. i was going to the door, holding the gun up to go to the door. t