. >> reporter: he is with s.n.a.p., the survivors network of those abused by priests. >> people, includingonsidered suicide. it's -- it's part of the dna. you got to get through it to get better. >> the burden should be on the diocese now to be going back in their records trying to find out are there any allegations of sexual abuse against these priests, dead or alive. >> how confident are you that different diocese and parishes will do that? >> oh, they're not -- they're not doing it. >> queen of all saints never responded to our request for comment. in an email the oakland diocese says it does not comment on pending litigation. it did provide an assignment list showing he held positions all over the bay area for a span of more than 60 years. doe says mccracken had access to countless children. >> i do not believe i was his only victim. >> reporter: which is why after decades he's sharing his story. doe is in his 50s now. after 30 years of intensive therapy, he's married for the first time. his daughter is two. >> i'm living joy with her that i've never known. i feel that it's my duty to