i'm sorry to tell you, the host is out sick." >> hinojosa: (laughs) >> and so she said, "so i, susan harmon, am going into the studio, and i want you to come with me." i was on the air the first day. >> hinojosa: oh, the good old days of public television... public radio, public television. >> totally. but i did not think the way you are talking about it. i only thought, "here i am at this academic institution, which was the american university, and thinking, "what am i doing here? what am i doing here? i don't have a college education. they're going to find me out. they're going to say, 'she doesn't belong here.'" hinojosa:she'not one of us." >> so i worked harder than any human being should. but that's what we do in order to make up for when we don't believe in our own ability. we just keep working and working and working and working. >> hinojosa: so i've talked about the fact that you are very revealing with your life, and i'm hoping that, you know, people will be inspired to read arso realing.work because you but of course, the question that i have, and this is coming from someone who a