you're eligible for it, and if you can live with the side effects, which can last a lifetime, so susan mcnamara was very sick, and she was base lick living between her bed and her computer two feet away, and she would go on the cml chat rooms and be reading reports from people in the clinical trials post bg how great they felt, that their blood counts were back to normal, that they were having this incredible response to the drug. so she emails brian druker and asks if she can get on the study, and he says, i'll put you on the waiting list, but his waiting list was 100 patients long, and every time he got a new dose of the drug, he got permission to add another patient on the study, he had to choose which was the sickest. so he says, i'll put you on the waiting list, but i don't even know whether this drug is going to be made. i don't know when it's happening. i don't know when the trial will open in an expanded way, i just don't know, and maybe can you do something, and she said to me, you know, at that moment, i just felt there was no way that there was a drug in this world, that there was so