susan soleage is a grandmother of four young boys. she is holding her grand son, connor.t just their grandmother. she is also playing the role as mom and dad after both the boys' parents died tragically over the last two years. now this brave family has lost their home to the wildfires. our jim spellman met them and asked the boys how they are feeling right now. >> it kind of feels like sadness. >> i miss them so much. >> most of the time i think why me but that's pretty much normal because like people who go through that think why me. why does this happen to me? >> do you ever get an answer to that question? >> no, not really. >> reporter: they manage as best they could. >> it has been a struggle. been to some counseling. we have gone up and down. but everyone is doing much better. >> reporter: and then the fire came forcing them to pack up what few things they could and head for safety. >> as we drove we could see the side of the hill just exploded. there had to be 40 fires just bam. >> reporter: grandma's house was destroyed. the boys would have to start over yet again