>> this is for susan supernaw. susan, i've read the book. it's a great story.and i'd like for you to say, tell us, what was the hardest part of writing the book? what was the darkest passage? >> the hardest part of writing the book for me was really dealing with my issues with my father, and bringing up a lot of some of the drama that was associate with feeling rejected as a child and never good enough. and i think after riding and then talking to people and going back and writing again, it was like therapy and it helped me understand where he was coming from and what kind of like that he was leaving and how he was just trying to do the best he could at that time. to get along. and trying to keep two women happy and all these, you know. you can imagine. but as a boat and found a more about him, i became more forgiving and understanding, and i don't have that kind of resentment and a little bit of anger that i used to have. so i feel really free from the. and i feel like i can recognize him as a person that was just doing the best he could at that time. >> are y