t.v. journalist howard antony you're from australia it turns out that the main suspect in this shooting in new zealand is from australia how what are making this means that we're feeling the same shock and horror that new zealand but it's also added with the more than a tinge of embarrassment and outright shine one of ours could do this type of thing now we surrender in new zealand joined not just by political by geographical location we're close to each other just across the tasman across the ditches we like to sigh but we've got a colonial past that's shared with guts with what was alongside each other on to the ends at banner of a stride in the new zealand. we have great sporting rivals we shake good with that shit with each other we try goods we tried bobs and jokes with each other that i was a nice. but we on like an extended family for all of those reasons inside the shame and embarrassment that we feel and the horror is that one of us could have gone there to do anything like this anthony a so much thank you so much for now anthony howard appreciate your insights. new zealand's poli