so when we say practice and taisha and most of your answers lead to the same. that people just become more integrated more accepting her money is with themselves and it's all about love so i believe if you do this my taishan the right way you do get this natural healthy sense of high. which sort of you know makes you feel like well that's great. doesn't that take away motivation doesn't that take away because we all know that like the hugest breakthroughs in culture for instance. composers who have been like alcoholics and were tortured souls have come up with like masterpieces or writers or puts or directors i mean you name it you know i don't know great hackers they're all tortured souls if you give them that feeling of everything is fine of all around me when that does make them. stop wanting more still you know like making breakthroughs in this sense is that doesn't absolute promises take away ambition basically honest well you touch the very very very good topic in. the start of the center the study of the mind which i bring back to buddhism which i am ope