just tallinn port id is for one or two people to pay attention -- just how important it is for one or two people to pay attention. self-esteem, depression, a major factors in my life. tavis: you have rsed the word three times, competition. when i first moved out here with -- to los angeles, i lived with one of your heroes. jim brown put me up for a year before i got on my own feet. jim brown was the most competitive person i've ever met. in college, i spent some time with michael jordan. then i read your book, and you are competing with bill russell can o gto sleep the fastest. everything you do is competitive. >> i do not know where it comes from. the thing that you see when you are small, the stories that you tell yourself when you're growing up. those are the things that i did to myself. i did not want to go home. i was afraid to go home. i spent a lot of time by myself. i loved the forest, i loved climbing. trying to findetom shing that i could look at. those were fun things. going fishing, fish and all day from daylight to dark. then i picked up this basketball, which changed my