people don't know if not for tammy faye baker would be no bbc because we were a duet.had to go back home and tell our brother and sister-in-law at the time we were no longer a group it's just bebe and cc. that was a difficult moment because my father would say as you know, we always have to stick together and it's like how do you turn your back on your brother and sister when you guys said you would come back and do this but we knew god had a different plan for us. so it's -- it's -- it's been interesting to say the least. the joufrney of what i had to become. and what i had to let go of. >> does the story get into any of the, i assume, i could be wrong about this, does it get into any of the tension, the conversation you had to have with yourself about how to did what you were born to do. how to do what you were born to do. what i mean is there were people who had questions and criticisms about the way, how you and cc were doing it. when you guys hit you hit so hard everybody loved it. they were playing it on cross over radio. you know where i'm going. >> oh, yeah. >>