he is now targeting the tokyo 0lympics next year and has been speaking with the bbc‘s tanya arnold aboutway from competition. i'm alive, and healthy, i've got an amazing family, house and amazing fans. ijust amazing family, house and amazing fans. i just opened amazing family, house and amazing fans. ijust opened a gym club. what actually is wrong in my life? not a lot. but then there is that disconnect between my identity, that's what it is, from five years old the only thing i notice gymnastics. and olympic medallist, successful businessmen with more than a million youtube followers, it all sounds perfect. but a series of injuries and nile wilson was feeling lost. there was just a injuries and nile wilson was feeling lost. there wasjust a build-up of things happening my life, coupled with the growth, the enormity of the attention, the eyeballs on me and then the neck was... that was me falling off the cliff, the tipping point. before i knew it i found myself in a place where i had chronic anxiety, real low mood without being able to explain why. he got within days of competing and then