today we are sergey on ourselves and tatiana krasnovskaya, psychologist and psychotherapist. request literally. i recently realized that i am not aware of my femininity. what is it in well , about the fact that i am a manager and i have such a more masculine character. and, as it were, my position obliges me, as it were. still, keep yourself that way lately. i'm trying to see myself as a woman. yes , only a woman who i will like, what i should be there. and that's what, literally recently, i hmm realized that i'm chasing some kind of a certain pattern of this femininity a generally accepted pattern. it must be some kind of vanilla femininity there, yes, there is a vanilla woman, mimimi there, i don’t know, i hate those. so, i realized that this is not about me, but i 'm chasing it, but it's not about me at all, and well, it 's just one little man literally there a few days ago, a girl told me, she says, to me so like your femininity. she is special for you, she is different for you, and i realized that i mean her, i don’t see her. well, that is, i don’t understand what kind o