i don’t want to spoil anything, this is the triggers podcast with you, its host psychologist tatyana krasnovout your husband, there's no disrespect there, but you took an uninitiated person who is just ready to be convenient, and you move on with him, and you try to build some kind of relationship with him, but in reality, experiences yours lie on a completely different plane, and now this concrete slab is your mother, this is your relationship with your mother, not with your husband and the experience of tears about the fact that you still can’t escape, you still can’t share, independence, therefore, to show, and here it is precisely this figure of the mother , whom you again join, this, of course, greatly scares you, yes, but at the same time with everything... the deception lies precisely in the fact that this not your fucking dream, yes, if you, as you say, dream of having a relationship, family, there, as if it were some kind of strong, and so on, yes, this is not your dream, then i think that the key betrayal occurs, from which it is very difficult to get out, because you betrayed your