my my father had been to germany just a few weeks before i think it was that temba quite placed you know the parts of. the south and he'd taken fate has that changed the watchtowers and so just like guns really scary when you're you know so we knew what the berlin wall was my brother and i and on the night my mom came up as she called us that's come downstairs. watch this on t.v. this is historic and i don't even really remember her explaining what was going on we just watched and sort of drank its in and you know obviously much harder to get the feeling than if you were actually there like you were but you know you grew up knowing about knowing about the berlin wall and having had that experience of my dad telling us about it it seemed like you say what this huge scary thing is i find it's god what is this and today you are with friends 24 and i wonder from the french perspective when you look burkas there are those great days in once you know it's you knowing how much of a of a triumph for liberty was it from the french perspective was there something scarier going on yeah i think you